Ever feel like you don’t belong? Fuck it, who am I kidding? Everyone has. Like you’re just going through the motions of life because that’s what ppl expect of you. That’s what you’ve been badgered into believing is society’s norm. You go around living, but not completely. Feeling like a ghost. Just empty hollowness. You could be in the middle of a crowded room & feel utterly & completely alone. Like you’re just there existing. I feel this way almost every single day.
Maybe I’m finally over you. I never thought that that would happen. I tried so hard so many times. But I just couldn’t let you go. I fought to keep you. But now- I don’t feel the fight in me anymore. Idk what happened. I loved you so much it hurt. I couldn’t imagine my life without you. But maybe I held on too tight. I believed once that you felt the same way, but I think I was just being foolish. It feels like you feel nothing for me. So maybe I’ll start feeling the same way. Who am I kidding? I’m lying to myself. I might feel this way now, but it never stays. I’m gonna end up begging you to love me. Even when you don’t show me the feelings I wish you did, it just makes me want you more. There’s something wrong with me. I’m gonna end up texting you as soon as I finish typing this.
I’m not just a writer. I also make art. Everyone should “like” my art page on Facebook. (I know you all have a FB.)